霏

2009-09-08T00:00:00.006+08:00

Is this the place we used to know,

Is this the place I've been dreaming of?

I walked across,

an empty land.

Knew the pathway like

the back of my hand.

I felt the earth

beneath my feet

Sat by the river

And it made me complete.

So if you have a minute, why don't we go

Talk about it somewhere only we know?

Find me again at http://vidrioepistl.tumblr.com/

UPDATE UPDATE! A lawyer and a vet couldn't, for the life of them, tell that this blog has moved so let me put it in the simplest of all terms.

MOVED.

Find me again at http://vidrioepistl.tumblr.com/

2009-09-05T16:14:00.000+08:00

hahaha
part II

2009-09-05T15:13:00.000+08:00

hahahaha
part I

2009-09-04T13:05:00.000+08:00

aiya, happy birthday aunty

2009-09-02T12:16:00.002+08:00

in youth, we learn; in age, we understand

2009-09-01T12:44:00.000+08:00

some say marry money, but my brother says big boobs matter more

i'd say, my medical mnemonics are becoming more and more applicable to life. two more days of uni and then break! lu and the fambly will be here next week, yay ! and then the er fambly will be here after ! melbourne at the end of the year, and i wanna go to bangkok taiwan and shanghai againnnnnnn. someone take me please.

but first, back to neuro. brady officially crown me airhead today. zzzz.

2009-08-31T21:08:00.001+08:00

betcha brady has hidden horns in his pterion
HORNS; not wings. horns like the devil's.

2009-08-30T20:54:00.001+08:00

if there was just one extra day of weekend, i would be SO FAT.

2009-08-29T22:04:00.001+08:00

you know honestly, i think my sex appeal is quite high

okay i know im damn behind time on this, but the recent winner of miss singapore world completely reminded me of this video. hell, she cant even pronounce her own degree - HOS - PI - TA -LI -TY. not hos-pri-ta-ri-ty.

zzz. weekend humor fix. pam and i rolled on our chairs for hours over these videos.

2009-08-26T14:11:00.001+08:00

damn hot [and pam agrees]

2009-08-26T11:32:00.002+08:00

shush.

原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己

2009-08-26T00:40:00.001+08:00

no, no

wednesday, please dont come ):
go back go back !

2009-08-25T21:13:00.003+08:00

put some colour in my stride

your pages are still the same, but there is a magical sense of the presence of the words; its all written in invisible ink and clamoring to become visible.

"all speech, written or spoken, is a dead language, until it finds a wiling and prepared hearer"
i say again, you need to return from your hiatus. ha

2009-08-24T23:49:00.001+08:00

~~monday~~

arggggggg

2009-08-23T18:15:00.004+08:00

love of life

wasnt it just two days ago that i was so happy it was friday ? where did my weekend go to ): i would like to say that i officially want to be a curtin student. two weeks of break ! need that want that. arrrrrr. rachie, e and anyone who sees this - friday FRIDAY.
pam - go have you picnic. GROWL.

2009-08-22T08:17:00.000+08:00

thinking of hp

she said she found cupid's new mode of weapon. i think its so adorable !

2009-08-21T19:32:00.001+08:00

its fridayyyyy im in love!

this is qi'en and i want to do my lab exam with her ):

really wanted to meet tiff for dinner today but hell week is rolling in and i have to, need to, must must must stay home. pam made risotto which was yums ! i swear, if we both (touch wood) dont make it through uni, we ought to start a catering business. anyway our portion control is the sucks - the ultimate sucks; there's always too much and we always end up either having to be the food santa and donate or force feed ourselves beyond our tolerance levels. we have officially turned ourselves off most of our favourite foods - yong tau foo, yee mian, porridge etc.

lucky we have rachie ! yay you woman ! stop tagging ugly photos of me on fb kay.
okay done here. later !

2009-08-20T22:26:00.002+08:00

break time just got more funnnn

2009-08-19T22:27:00.004+08:00

pam says we're damn retarded.

pam: "why are you throwing all the tissue away?"

bern: "cos they fell out of the packet already."

pam: "nevermind lah! put back inside and give your friends!"

bern: .....

pam: heeheeheeheeheeheeheeheeheehee

bern: o.O

pam: heeheeheeheeheeheeheeheeheehee

bern: o.O

pam: "okay dont tell anyone i said that okay?"

2009-08-17T21:55:00.001+08:00

是你轉到同一個頻道定位我的幸福座標,
我多渺小能深愛著你最重要.

是你帶我找到另一個天堂
遠比想像中的更美
因為你而存在這一個天堂
只想陪在你身邊

2009-08-16T01:29:00.002+08:00

dear pam,

i will cook for you for an entire month if you reach over and punch me in the head right now so i can fall asleep without feeling bad.

thank you,
bern

2009-08-15T22:13:00.003+08:00

I FEEL DAMN CHEATED CAN. LIKE OMG THIS STUPID OPTUS COMPLETELYYYYYY FLY MY KITE!

im using optus wireless broadband and when we top up, it says "spend 30 dollars to get 2GB of internet and always win". right beside the 2gb of internet, it says you can win 2.3gb. obviously, since it says "always win" and "2.3gb" it means I WILL ALWAYS WIN 2.3GB RIGHT.

i went on the optus website to redeem my supposed "other 0.3gb" of internet and they asked me to play this retarded game that's like a jackpot machine. i clicked randomly and MY ALWAYSWIN PRIZE IS 75 FREE SMSES.

ARGGGGGGGGGGG I DONT WANT 75 FREE SMSES. I WANT MY 0.3 GB OF INTERNET.

2009-08-15T12:49:00.002+08:00

i think having bangs gives me the right to shop. i have no idea why i just think it does. hahaha. its probably just one of my silly justification to add a similar product to my spilling wardrobe but i think i like it. i really miss hong kong and most, if not all of taiwan's shopping. i wished we had covered it twice so at least stuffs that we said "i'll think about it" would have been given a second chance :/ okay this is me in my shopping-deprived mode. obviously, singapore's shopping would satisfy my urges now but i will make do ogling at kate spade online and possibly ebay too.

"小酒窩長睫毛是你最美的記號"

2009-08-14T19:51:00.004+08:00

[this picture is awesome.]

2009-08-13T20:53:00.002+08:00

" tutor: where do we feel for the glut. med and min?
me: at our muffins! "

someone explain to me how andreas vesalius could possibly stare at these cadavers all day, think of the muscles and their dermatomes attachments and still be able to create something artistically (and plausibly abstractly) sexy. obviously sexy is an opinion i dont share (disclaimer!) with others but gosh, what some boys would give for that eight pack and perfectly defined obliques! goodness absolutely no comments on his perky ass though. on a guy its like dash-dot-dash [-.-] please. if only my essay was based on this picture - i wonder what a superficially materialistic critical analysis would score. even in latin, i could possibly write a thousand word easy. but i shall have to write about the skeleton and will not have the chance to say "he has either superbly huge quads or a very small _________"

2009-08-12T09:36:00.000+08:00

this pretty little thing

[kate spade's bernadette]
(:

2009-08-11T22:52:00.001+08:00

"genius endures for aye. all the rest will pass away"

2009-08-10T20:21:00.002+08:00

did you know gobbledygook is a real word ?

the mini mental state exam is a cognitive test to diagnose dementia and/or delirium. one of the tasks requires the patient to copy a simple drawing by the physician. my 'simple drawing' was a stickman standing in the sun. my pseudo patient's drawing turned out to be a stickman holding a kite and running under the sun. the stickman actually had a happy expression on his face. "sorry, had to improve on your god-awful drawing".

dementia, yes. delirium, yes.

"you make it hard to breathe, its as if im suffocating
and when you're next to me, its as if i can feel your heartbeat through my skin.
it makes me sad to think this could be all for nothing.

i hope you see, what losing you could do to me."

2009-08-09T23:54:00.002+08:00

peace and hate: can you tell the difference

berniedette says:
i dont understand ):

pam says:
did you see ?

berniedette says:
yah but i dont understand

pam says:
one represents a dove which stands for peace
the other a grenade, which implies hatred war etc

berniedette says:
thats a grenade ?
...

berniedette says:
it looks like a perfume bottle

pam says:
you pull the trigger see if you get a smell
or a chikabooommmmm !

2009-08-09T14:46:00.002+08:00

dash dot dash
-.-

today i learnt that we cannot put polystyrene in the recycling bin.
and im craving bubble tea today.

2009-08-09T01:35:00.001+08:00

i'll be with you through it all, even if saving you sends me to heaven

2009-08-08T23:17:00.000+08:00

oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
i'm getting old and i need something to rely on
so tell me when, you're gonna let me in
i'm getting tired and i need somewhere to begin
and if you have a minute why don't we go
talk about it somewhere only we know?

its raining all of next week. i'm starting to think maybe i ought to save money for a pair of paddingtons instead of uggies. but its insane, i'll never be caught dead in one of those. that day pam said when it was summer, we desperately wanted winter to roll in so that we could pull out our huge jumpers and jackets; but when winter finally arrives, all we want is to wear those little skirts and dresses. and its true, i know there are days when i can literally feel goosebumps growing on my goosebumps, and im still in my dress, running away from the shade to where the sun shines. we're such suckers sometimes.

we made mee hoon kueh today. kick ass! though my adductor pollicis brevis muscles are screaming for help.
too much dough kneading! good night.

2009-08-07T17:38:00.002+08:00

-- you drive and i sway
like a psycho rag doll.
and i miss you like hell

2009-08-07T16:56:00.001+08:00

today, im worth 20 dollars.

"jimmy, jimmy, please don't cry.
you'll forget me by and by
it's been five years since you've been gone.
jimmy, i married your best friend john"

2009-08-06T13:17:00.001+08:00

i'll tell you a story because you said she must have cried every time she left a letter and i know i will too in that situation.

i know innately you fight the urge to read them, they turn figments of nightmare into thoughts bordering reality. but just as the mind games turn us crazy, they wring our hearts in some idiotic way no one can really explain.

mrs maple said "benjamin, we're meant to lose the people we love; how else would we know how important they are to us?" and its been so long since i heard that but how am i supposed to put faith in that - it's everything you fear, and everything i oppose vehemently.

i don't want to look at those words either, believe me. but when i'm reading it, it's like i'm in a three dimensional box. on my left, the pictures of the good things i did that made us today and on my right, all your tears i caused. i'm looking straight ahead and there's a mirror, it reflects this white background behind me with an image i can't decipher. now, at every single little stupid quarrel there is, the pictures on the left fast-forward, and the pictures on the right slow down. the picture at the back becomes clearer, and well, the mirror remains a mirror.

and, because i'm the creator of this box, i'll tell you what it shows, long before what me, that person in the box will see. one day, the pictures on the left will run its course, and the pictures on the right will still be playing. i'd sit like a fool in the box not knowing what's going on until the image at the back finally becomes clear. and from my mirror, i'll watch an image of you walking away from me.

im glad i still have that adress to write to.

2009-08-05T03:37:00.000+08:00

its the break of dawn; i won't believe in monsters under the bed anymore.

2009-08-04T13:05:00.000+08:00

"i'm not frightened. i'm not frightened of anything. the more i suffer, the more i love. danger will only increase my love. it will sharpen it, forgive its vice. i will be the only angel you need. you will leave life even more beautiful than you entered it. heaven will take you back and look at you and say: only one thing can make a soul complete and that thing is love."

-michael

2009-08-02T23:18:00.002+08:00

sometimes we have to go crazy, just to know reality

2009-07-24T07:46:00.000+08:00

how many times can i break till i shatter?
over the line cant define what im after,
i always turn the car around.
all that i feel is the realness im faking,
taking my time but its time that im wasting,
i always turn the car around;

i had no idea that the night
would take so damn long.
took it out, on the street
while the rain still falls -
push me back to you.

2009-07-19T10:10:00.001+08:00

dear suwei
my only way to get your attention

i cant reach you on fb and i dont know what time you'll be home today so sms my perth line when you get home okay? miss you!

2009-07-18T03:13:00.001+08:00

“the entire sum of existence is the magic of being needed by just one person”

2009-07-16T20:23:00.002+08:00

HI MY NAME IS PAM!

"do you know where my dorsal fin is? i seem to have lost it in the process of growing up"

2009-07-15T15:25:00.001+08:00

癩蛤蟆想吃天鵝肉

2009-07-12T22:57:00.003+08:00

id beg, id steal, id die to have you in these arms tonight

like the roses need the rain
like the singles need to change
like the poets need the pain
i need you in these arms tonight

2009-07-11T04:42:00.000+08:00

i concede

i do look like mum :/

2009-07-10T22:43:00.001+08:00

ritz and all that jazz

:)

2009-07-09T11:12:00.000+08:00

when lu talked about ke-long
this comes to mind !

2009-07-07T13:37:00.000+08:00

age is catching up

2009-07-05T18:32:00.000+08:00

bones

booth: it was a mistake. the grave gigger is not God. because God doesn't make mistakes.

angela: mmm, i don't know. putting testicles on the outside didn't seem like such a great idea.

2009-07-04T15:59:00.000+08:00

:D

LOVVVVVVVVVVVVVE

2009-07-03T01:04:00.000+08:00

still a little bit of your words i long to hear

you step a little closer each day.
so close that i cant see whats going on.

2009-07-01T21:01:00.000+08:00

back!

this is my brother, but you probably already know that (:

2009-06-14T18:11:00.001+08:00

hello, good morning, how you been?
yesterday left my head kicked in
i never, never thought that
i would fall like that
never knew that i could hurt this bad

so this is the way that i say i need you
this is the way that i say i love you
this is the way that i say im yours

this is the way that im
learning to breathe
im learning to crawl
im finding that you and you alone can break my fall
im living again, awake and alive
im dying to breathe in these abundant skies

2009-06-09T14:48:00.001+08:00

heh heh

2009-06-08T16:19:00.001+08:00

jane says:
this morn after i fasted, i look at my body

jane says:
wah not bad eh

berniedette says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

jane says:
can wear bikini
haha

2009-06-06T13:59:00.001+08:00

we may be a thousand miles apart

im already there, take a look around;
im the sunshine in your hair,
im the shadow on the ground,
im the whisper in the wind,
im your imaginary friend.
and i'll be there till the end.
im already there.

2009-06-05T19:33:00.000+08:00

how to be lian part I

2009-06-04T04:23:00.001+08:00

LOL
part II

2009-06-03T10:26:00.001+08:00

LOL
even though i hate conversational acronyms, i also can!

2009-06-02T01:09:00.000+08:00

i see you standing here,
but you're so far away.
starving for your attention,
you dont even know my name.

every single day,
i find it hard to say,
i could be yours alone.

im stretching but you're just out of reach,
you should know
im ready when you're ready for me.
im waiting for the right time
for the day i catch your eye
to let you know that im yours to hold.

2009-06-01T06:06:00.000+08:00

swine flu and all that jazz

2009-05-29T02:15:00.001+08:00

captain hairy underpants

2009-05-27T17:22:00.002+08:00

when you're in second grade, you can say such things and get away with it

teacher: what kind of little girl was your mum?

kid: they say she used to be nice.

2009-05-26T20:22:00.001+08:00

to be schizo

inside me lives a skinny woman crying to get out.
but i can usually shut her up with cookies.

2009-05-23T16:15:00.001+08:00

where oh where is the tagboard, suwei foo?

i heard lady gaga was better than pcd so thats good for you right (:
come back to singapore and have steam boat together in july k.
see you soon gorgeous xxo

2009-05-20T18:06:00.000+08:00

right now. ready to spend the rest of my life..

.. with you

2009-05-17T05:33:00.001+08:00

i heart my new mug

its as big as my face.

2009-05-16T22:04:00.000+08:00

my loyalty to this picture shall never fade

everytime i miss you, this picture comes up;
out of the one billion pictures we've taken in our lives,
nothing compares to this one!
and its true,
I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU!!!!

2009-05-15T13:21:00.000+08:00

110 cal

i can feel my belly bulge screaming for me
to stop picking on the yoghurt snack.
4th piece! pam's fault. arg.

2009-05-13T11:46:00.001+08:00

i present to you my sister in law
sent in a box from melbourne

thank you lukjeey!

2009-05-12T21:23:00.000+08:00

and this is my best memory of you

hahahaha

2009-05-08T00:49:00.001+08:00

little moments like that

"i know she's not perfect but she tries so hard for me;
and i thank God that she isnt 'cos how boring would that be?
its the little imperfections, its the sudden change in plans;
when she misreads the directions and we're lost but holding hands"

2009-05-07T09:31:00.003+08:00

e, look who relented! hee hee hee

JELLY!

2009-05-05T19:30:00.000+08:00

yum

2009-05-02T21:39:00.000+08:00

sucker!

2009-05-01T04:18:00.000+08:00

fossae lumbales laterales

the dimples of venus are sagittally symmetrical indentations sometimes visible on the human lower back, just superior to the gluteal cleft. they are directly superficial to the two sacroiliac joints, the sites where the sacrum attaches to the ilium of the pelvis. these indentations are created by a short ligament stretching between the posterior superior iliac spine and the skin.

2009-04-29T01:34:00.000+08:00

jiggle the jungle on a jingle

2009-04-28T09:06:00.000+08:00

you make all things perfect ..

2009-04-26T10:12:00.001+08:00

diane arbus

love involves a peculiar unfathomable combination of understanding and misunderstanding.

2009-04-25T23:26:00.002+08:00

conversations with mum

2009-04-23T09:50:00.000+08:00

stolen childhood

pam: where did you go to get breakfast?

bern: mars.

pam: really? to get what? goofy?

bern: omg. what?!

pam: oh. no wait. goofy's from pluto.

bern: OMG. WHAT?!!?

2009-04-21T13:08:00.000+08:00

lost

if you're looking for her here, you wont find her. she doesnt get up on days that end with "day"

2009-04-18T20:50:00.003+08:00

LUEEEEEEY

2009-04-17T01:54:00.000+08:00

this is love

2009-04-16T19:27:00.000+08:00

let this be our secret

2009-04-15T15:19:00.000+08:00

im awfully special

2009-04-13T10:55:00.001+08:00

subtle contrast

the rule of thumb when shopping is that it may be similar but its not the same.

2009-04-12T23:06:00.001+08:00

como lianzxzx and bengzxzx

2009-04-11T20:34:00.000+08:00

saturday arvo

2009-04-10T06:38:00.000+08:00

the next time i ask for a picture, send me this

2009-04-09T13:45:00.000+08:00

i melt

every time you look at me that way

2009-04-07T17:56:00.001+08:00

20

"heaven must be missing angels.."

2009-04-06T18:48:00.000+08:00

"are you high?"

2009-04-05T13:49:00.000+08:00

x and o

2009-04-04T17:26:00.000+08:00

I'M A FAN

2009-04-03T10:54:00.002+08:00

blanket party

this is your official welcome to canning h/w
(as if you need one but we ve established formalities are important!)

2009-04-02T12:46:00.001+08:00

an apple a day

computers are like air conditioners; they stop working once you open windows.

2009-03-31T06:21:00.000+08:00

super trouper beams are gonna blind me
but i wont feel blue
like i always do
cause somewhere in the crowd there's you

2009-03-29T06:33:00.001+08:00

a series of madness part III

2009-03-28T19:31:00.000+09:00

a series of madness part II